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Nancy Schimmel's avatar

Music, biking, birds and demonstrations sounds like a plan. I love the cat patch. Cats know how to resist.

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Jeanne's avatar

Does Sara have a paypal account to donate to her for her FANFABUTASTIC patches?

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Josh Kornbluth's avatar

That is so sweet of you, Jeanne! Sara doesn't have a PayPal -- but as I've finally convinced her to accept donations (only when offered), I'm PayPal-able at josh@joshkornbluth.com. Venmo: @Josh-Kornbluth (last 4 digits: 2377). I'll pass along any donations to her. Again, thanks so much for asking!! (Sara adds her thanks as well!!)

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Jeanne's avatar

Thanks Josh and Sara.

Done!!!

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Sue's avatar

Josh, it makes ME feel better every time I see a newsletter from you pop up in my inbox—I know the strength it takes to go to your computer and write as eloquently as you do. Keep at it!!

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Sherrie Rosenberg's avatar

Thank you for another wonderful column and for your important work resisting the fascists. It is exhausting and very important. I hope you are able to keep letting the joy in and glimmering. I love it when I see Sara's bird pictures and your comments and "loves."

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Not For Me To Say's avatar

Josh, thank you for sharing your thoughts about your struggles under Trump and creeping fascism. We're all dealing with this to some extent.

In my case I haven't been feeling depressed but what I have been experiencing is a lot more fear. My own situated-ness has me worrying about retirement issues like Social Security, Medicare and my 401k. But anyone watching the news at any moment during the day sees that most of us have reason to be scared.

The fear is starting to become worrisome because it's impacting my ability to stay on top of the joys of Medicare paperwork, getting my taxes done on time or filling out timely lease renewals. It doesn't help that in each one of these scenarios I feel like I in an adversarial relationship with some sort of of person in power that is plotting to chew me up and spit me out.

Like you, I have been attending the marches and have found the activity therapeutic. I'm not so sure what to make of the Democratic Party these days. They strike me more as a mass mailing campaign like AARP than a political movement but maybe Sanders and AOC can help turn that around.

I have found some other small things to do. I've cooked batches of food for the neighborhood community refrigerator and I've re-upped my monthly donations to PBS and NPR. I'll probably join the ACLU again. Every day I try to think of something to do.

But that's quite enough about me.

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Elijah Lovejoy's avatar

Love this post. Thank-you!

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Anita's avatar

Good for you. Josh. I'm cheering for you.

Anita Goldstein

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Craig Erb's avatar

Here's some "armchair bird watching" that will chase your blues away:

https://fb.watch/zl_QCTrG2r/

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Sally Cragin's avatar

I m glad to read your words Josh, and appreciate the cost of creating them. Here in the birthplace of Liberty taking action against fascism is a daily endeavor for many of us. Collaboration is how we are winning. We are winning. And Sarah's patches are genius. As are the signs. Namaste.

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Kevin A. Madden's avatar

Good on you Josh, and double good on your wife for doing something.

You realize that if you’re serious about this, you might actually have to confront a person (or two) in the real world, with fervor and clarity, and maybe even in person.

Conflict is hard for some people.

Maybe it’s time to take some baby steps toward being that revolutionary leader, and trying some new behaviors involving conflict.

🤷🏻‍♂️

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Joya Cory's avatar

Josh, (my son's name) I love reading your column (and have hugely enjoyed your solos.) I'm not surprised that your creative work helps you fight your stubborn depression. I also suffer from depression but, most to the time, not clinical. My father was bi-polar and used to spend days at a time sitting inert in his black, naugahyde chair. So, I have a pretty good sense of what it's like. I've also felt supported and hopeful at protests. So, good to be around large groups of people of good will. Another thing that has been a saving grace for me are some of the exercises I teach, and practice, for my work: Full Spectrum Improvisation, that are not about performance. When, at some point, you feel able to propel yourself out of your house, you might consider joining me in my Berkeley studio. Sending warm support.

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Craig Erb's avatar

Have you seen "Here There are Blueberries" at Berkeley Rep? It is the most powerful theatre I have seen in ages. It will restore your appreciation of creativity. But be ready for a good cry--I don't know how it will affect your depression.

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Josh Kornbluth's avatar

No, I haven't, Craig -- thanks for recommending it!

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Rachel Lee Purcell Fountain's avatar

Thank you for these letters, Josh. It’s genuinely lovely to keep up with you and experience some of the glimmers. You, and this work, are so important.

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Leslie's avatar

Thanks Josh for noticing the glimmering and reminding me how important connection is for all of us.

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Wend Stewart's avatar

Fight the Inner Fascist!! Go Josh!!

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Sara Sunstein's avatar

Josh, your sharing your heart and processing definitely touches mine. Thank you. If only you can get yourself to write every 2-3 days, you'd become a glimmer star! and thanks for turning me on to Michael Hurley. Somehow I'd never heard of him. and as one utube leads to another, I found this one: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=letOfJmWb2k Democracy Now honoring him/his music. Oh, and a question for Sara: How do you make the lettering so perfect for linocut? Isn't it all backwards, so you need to use a mirror? Impressive!

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Josh Kornbluth's avatar

I'm actually thinking about trying to post more frequently, Sara! Thanks for the encouragement!

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Sara Sunstein's avatar

If you ever want some encouragement, just reach out! I love your writing, and the reasons vary depending on what you've written. of course as Nancy wrote, birding and biking with Sara #1 sounds pretty awesome too.

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